Poor me...
Thats my motto today I think...I feel like a ginormous loser right now...I don't like my job...I want to go back to school....I should considering they never taught me that ginormous isn't a real word! I honestly could cry...I think about people packing up their stuff in their cars and moving into apartments and houses...seeing friends they lost contact with over the summer...starting the partying at houses where you walk down the street listening to all the music from the house parties and seeing others just following the same beaten path as you...I miss that feeling you get...its almost the same as the feeling you have the night before Christmas...But instead of experiencing these things this year like every other year I just feel pathetic...a pathetic going to be 23 year old in a matter of days who is working at the same job I've had since I started college...in the same area I've lived my WHOLE life...shouldn't something be changing for me? I don't want to be an accountant and I know thats my first mistake...but thats not easily one I can revert....I think I'll just work at Dairymen's every summer for the rest of my life and then during the winters just substitute teach and coach and ref...and just live here forever...never move...never find a man that has more then three teeth and takes showers and doesn't wear flannel and carharts....So this might be a little late to warn you..but if you don't feel like listening to me complain you probably shouldn't read this...well I guess its back to work...Later you college bitches!
posted by *Carrie* @ 6:20 PM
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Take it from me.....on any given day, at any given moment, in any given life, something can happen that changes that life forever. Like you could be sitting at work with a coworker and someone comes in to visit them and.....they change your life and your perspective forever. LIG
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