Shhh...it's a secret...

Hmmm....

So again I'm at A1 and who decides to stop again while I'm drinking and smoking...MY MOM! Get over it! I smoke!!!! I drink!!!! I go out!!! Why is this such a shock? She told me that I need to get my own insurance and walks out...OOOOOOooooo.....too late for that suggestion after all I applied for a full time position with BENEFITS! I'm raging but come on...feel me on this....anyways what else is new...I'm at work...my job is boring and sucks like somethin' fierce...much like everything else in my life...I really hope though that I get this job....it's in Wakefield for Community Mental Health...I had a lady I work with last nite get upset because I said I worked in MQT with M/I (Mentally Ill) and she was like isn't there something better to call them...and I was like thats what it is...thats how they get funding and thats their technical term for it....and by saying "them" it's not much better...People with M/I know what's wrong with them for the most part...most of them will even admit that their crazy...I enjoy working in that setting and I think that if it was really that bad of a term to refer to them the organization that is there to help them wouldn't be calling their ILLNESS that...I'm just always full of rage...does that make me an unhappy person? Guys are still dumb, but I think part of it is due to my unwillingness to be patient and understanding on some situations...I guess we'll see where it goes...as of now it's pretty stagnant...I had my Uncle Wally who came to town a few days ago refer to me as "spread out" "Like spread out all over" Gee, thanks....my response was well thanks, but I'm happy with how I am...and I believe it!

posted by *Carrie* @ 9:39 PM